I’ll keep writing your name over and over till I’m contempt with the name my mother gave me
It may not be the healthiest thing but you still are my happiness
I’ve learned praying for happiness is redundant
I’ve learned the things that make me happy are not to be shoved in the closet like my sexuality
So I will wear your name, I will shower in your voice, I’ll dream of you, I’ll wake up and smile because at some point you wanted me.
You are proof love isn’t light years away
You are proof happiness isn’t constant, much like any relationship, it has lows, happiness changes, happiness looks good in denim, most of all happiness is not a promise so devour it.
The day will come when you won’t be my happiness, I look forward to it.
Till then I will see you in my dreams.